Child

Who is with Aman? Whenever something bad happens Aman reminds himself that he can rise like a Phoenix. But for how long could he hold his tears? That child in him did not cry when he was left alone to deal with the world. That child in him didn't cry when suddenly all his choices depleted and he had to make peace with whatever was left in his little pockets. Aman has seen turning rainbows into ashes. But he never cried. Never.

Aman was that abandoned child whose foster parents had once promised to always keep their blessings on him but now they've turned their faces. All his life Aman thought that he has their back.  But, in reality, he was just a way to pacify the ego of his foster parents. Aman's achievements were not making them proud but only satisfying them that their money is not wasted as they did waste on their children and their greedy relatives. After all other's kids could never become their own. Aman thought that one of them surely loves him. Thought or told? Naive Aman. He puts that parent on a high pedestal. But now that one parent has ghosted him. Aman questioned both of them. One has a silent mouth and from another, all he got to hear is money bullshit. 

Naive Aman never listened to his mirror image. He always saw positive sides but forgot there are two sides to every coin. So many questions have been left unattended, unanswered. Aman! Aman! Aman! how will he find those answers? Maybe soon. Maybe never will. But life has to go on. The world might have beautiful hearts but he has to recognise them. There is nothing like the perfect ending. Aman still has to learn a lot. And the world still has to learn not to treat a kid as a toy.