Nidhi Katoch blog

I keep on scribbling now and then, here and there. I know these can't be considered as full story or poem but I think sometimes it's okay to post them raw, as they've been written, flawed, incomplete. I'm leaving you with this kind of piece, hope you'll like it. With Love.  As I enter the room door I feel someone shuts the door behind me Whenever I turn back to see There's no one How could that possible if I feel the presence  of someone, presence of human But where is he! or she...  Unknown arms embrace me  so hard I start to suffocate  I wish to cry  Try to ask for help But my voice deceives me  My hands fall numb  Feet are paralyzed Sun has reached the horizon The unknown arms aren't ready to leave me I've stopped trying  It's ease now  I'm enjoying it  Soon with slumber  will come to me with fairies  and take me to the clouds on hthe higher world.

My heart chastises me for letting the hatred bloom in me,  Bad blood, envy, bitterness and The incredulous feeling of  'I'm supreme'.  The fire of wrath is blazing,  Care, respect, sympathy are freezing,  Love has turned cold,  I'm a living being But, the life in me is fading.

Rage has made its authority in the room of mind,  and bad blood in my heart, Love has lost its right somewhere behind.  My ears are closed Eyes are blind, Body is burning  Still my organs are not kind.  My mouth is silent Thoughts are aggressive, Actions say nothing  words are abusive.  When shall I get the soul When shall I heal Time is slipping away  So does the life's reel. 

I met devil last night, Killed my innocence, That green-eyed. The fire of anger The heart blazing with hatred, Burnt my soul  Make me naked. Derailed my life Tore my dream, That devil was no one  Other than me.