Nidhi Katoch blog

I was having my breakfast on the table by side of window. Sun rays were peeping inside from behind the tree. One or two rays felt pity on my loneliness and decided to come inside to give me company during my breakfast. I could see the thousands of dust particles in those sun rays. Few particles settled on my mobile screen, which was lying on table for not more than two minutes.  A little dust might have dissolved in coffee. I was constantly watching the silently dancing particles. Dancing or running? I don't know! I felt like I'm one of them, Speck of dust, dancing altogether yet alone. Dancing on the music whose lyrics are ineffable, rhythm which is lost in far hills, which has no intro and ending. I'm a speck of dust who's afraid she'll be lost somewhere in this loop named World.   I was distracted by the voice of kid outside on the street who was asking his friends to wait for him. He was on his foot while his friends were on bicycle. But when they didn't hea...

 Sometimes I wonder, how shall I heal the wounds of my heart, whom I have injured with my actions and words. How shall I assure my soul that I'm not a bad person, when I'm behaving like one? I'm seeking forgiveness from my heart and soul, from my body and mind. I'm seeking forgiveness from myself. May be I can fix myself then...  "Oh dear heart,  Forgive me for weighing you too much,  with my thoughts full of anger and anguish.  Forgive me, dear soul,  for all the weariness and self complaining attitude. My dear mind and brain,  I'm sorry, I loathe you  for being so simple and plain,  You helped me to  attained the heights,  But I'm so thankless,  You were with me in every fight.  Dear body, I want to apologize,  for shaming you because of not so perfect shape and size." Forgiveness is the most easy solution to surround yourself with positivity but sometimes it is the most complicated thing to do.